This realization hit me yesterday.
For one thing, soon I will have the time and space I need to reflect. To think about what went well this year and what didn't. To think about what I want to do again next year. In a nutshell, I will have
I'm not going to lie, I panicked a bit when I first thought about going back to school. But then I remembered I have the summer to regroup. I am going to have time to get ready to rejoin what is yet to be known. Panicking will happen again, to be sure. Right now, though, I am choosing to see the reality without carrying it around with me.